A Soul Table for Grandma’s Death Anniversary
Tara Tulshyan
Tell me why flour blooms in my belly // crumbled grains
bloating my skin so that I cannot see past my knees // The egg
yolks curdle next to the wolf berries /overripe/ I have to wash
this bread with jasmine // only the ones whose buds are pulpy
in the spring // My stomach is sick with cream/ white fat / cold
from a cow that is turned into sinew // Tell me why my belly
shrinks // when I eat the rice with grandma’s bare palms // fat
puffs that tear every so often // around a table with polished
citrus and burning sawdust // I take one scoop of Mama’s milk
skin // the meat to every dish // And grandma’s fingernails
which can cook any stew // When there are only slabs of wheat
or yeast // Mama says it is better not to have a stomach //
Tara Tulshyan is sixteen years old and is homeschooled. “Vignettes from an Only Daughter Who is Now a Wife” won first place in the Manatee Libraries and 805 Teen Poetry Contest.